When I was growing up, I often accused my mother of favoritism–feeling as if she was more devoted to one of my two sisters or other brother than me. Yet today, I can’t recollect a certain situation that gave me the chutzpah to suggest to her that one sibling got preferential treatment over another.
Of course, whenever I raised the indictment, my mother always answered the same way, “How could you say that? I love all my children the same.”
I don’t know. Maybe what she said was true for her. But I was always suspicious of her definition of equality. None of us was the same in our looks, our likes, our talents and abilities. Each of us had something that made us special. So I was never really certain how our individuality and distinctiveness measured against Mom’s distribution of love. To me, she adopted “separate but equal” as a legal family doctrine in order to avoid conflict, but conflict always had a way of showing up.
Later, as a parent, I wrestled with whether one son was better than another. I came to the conclusion that I didn’t love them equally–I loved them differently.
Many years and careers later, when I was in a classroom setting teaching emotionally and learning disabled students, the notion of picking a favorite became a source of reflection. Of course, I was more inclined to curry favor upon students who were better prepared, less of a discipline problem, and willing to try. These were my “go-to” kids who were eager to respond to open academic questions whether they knew the answer or not, and it was hard not to treat them differently.
And so, it’s much the same with determining which is a favorite of the tens of thousands of photographs I’ve snapped since becoming a “serious” photographer. After scanning through archives of images that still thrill me, I’ve decided that I cannot pick one over another, since each “favorite” has a different integrity, or power, or message.
So I’ve come to the conclusion that my favorite photograph is the one I’ve taken last, because it’s in that moment that I’ve given it the most attention, and therefore overshadowing all the other images that have preceded it.
Currently, as I travel south with Leah to meet my new destiny in St. Augustine, I am following a ribbon of asphalt that curls through the ridgeline of the Blue Ridge Mountains between Virginia and North Carolina. And while I’m certain that it’s picturesque, given the large number of overlooks that the 1930’s Conservation Corps has carved out on both sides of the Parkway, the ongoing fog and rain clouds have obscured all sitelines, making this a dissapointing journey.
However, a short break in the weather while passing milepost 176 of Blue Ridge Parkway in Floyd County, Virginia gave us a chance to stretch our legs and take a self-guided tour of the mill by the water…
built by E.B. Mabry in 1903. Originally, a blacksmith and wheelwright operation,
Mabry later added a sawmill,
and seeing the need, added a gristmill as an additional service.
From all the rain, the scene was eerily green…
and serene.
And for one precious moment, it became my favorite place to photograph…
until the next assignment!
What a great place to take photos. Beautiful. 😀
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Thanks, Cee. The rain held off for an hour and the light was even and flat to produce a softer effect.
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Sometimes when your child seems to be more of you your perception changes. Love your photos!
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Thanks for the compliment. I guess it helps if you like yourself. Pity the child, if the parent is self-loathing.
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Reblogged this on Vietnam Travel & Trade Portal .
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I don’t think I’ve seen a place that green before.
My philosophy regarding the favourite child, dog, etc, is that whomever I’m looking at at the time is my favourite. It seems to work.
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Out of sight, out of mind. As for green…yeah, what a pop of color from all the rain. Even “verdant” doesn’t seem to cover how green it was.
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It’s a great metaphor. Greener pastures, etc, etc..
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Yes, it is!
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The pictures are amazing and the last image is my favourite 🙂 I would love to live in a small place like that surrounded by greenery…. 🙂 ❤ Thanks for sharing them 🙂
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I love that last picture, all of them are beautiful, I just love that one differently 🙂
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Haha. I see you’ve bought into my madness.
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Those pictures show how hard people use to have to work to earn a living.
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You’re right. Life was not easy. But this was their rural technology of the time, and made things possible that otherwise might have been impossible.
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